Jan. 3rd, 2018 05:15 pm
All's well
We're not quite out of the holiday season (I still have Epiphany to celebrate this weekend), but I dispensed with one of my last seasonal social obligations with a breakfast this morning with the gay couple across the street and their visiting friends. I was told they wanted to see me before they left and, as they were flying out this afternoon and I was gaming last night, the only real option was taking off the morning and coming over for some eggs and sausages. (They assumed I was still on break, but my first day back was actually yesterday.)
If you're wondering how my decision not to leave town turned out, the answer is: fucking AMAZING. I don't know if staying in Chicago for the holidays will always be the right choice, but I can't argue with how it turned out this time. I didn't get to see everyone I hoped to (sorry, Hyde Park crowd; if it's any consolation, I blew off Nuphy as well) and it goes without saying that I didn't complete more than a third of the tasks I'd set for myself, both fun (reading books, writing letters, watching films, trying out recipes) and otherwise (dealing with utilities, cleaning and sorting). But all in all, I think I got a good balance.
Things were skewed towards partying with boys, but I decided early on that that's Just Where I Am and that's okay. They love the new look and I find the attention very comforting. It will help in the dark months ahead when I decide to dip back into the dating pool. Right now, I want to clean up the mess that is my life (and my home) before I think of bringing anyone else into it. I know fate doesn't work according to those rules, but you can't let the inevitability of it messing with your plans become an excuse for not making any.
If you're wondering how my decision not to leave town turned out, the answer is: fucking AMAZING. I don't know if staying in Chicago for the holidays will always be the right choice, but I can't argue with how it turned out this time. I didn't get to see everyone I hoped to (sorry, Hyde Park crowd; if it's any consolation, I blew off Nuphy as well) and it goes without saying that I didn't complete more than a third of the tasks I'd set for myself, both fun (reading books, writing letters, watching films, trying out recipes) and otherwise (dealing with utilities, cleaning and sorting). But all in all, I think I got a good balance.
Things were skewed towards partying with boys, but I decided early on that that's Just Where I Am and that's okay. They love the new look and I find the attention very comforting. It will help in the dark months ahead when I decide to dip back into the dating pool. Right now, I want to clean up the mess that is my life (and my home) before I think of bringing anyone else into it. I know fate doesn't work according to those rules, but you can't let the inevitability of it messing with your plans become an excuse for not making any.