Posting sobre but bleary

Sleepy as hell, but too wound up to sleep. I just couldn't help rewatching Grizzly Man when I saw it was showing on Animal Planet tonight. What a brilliant documentary about a fascinatingly disturbed man. It's got me once again thinking about the whole conflict between freedom and civilisation and how trying to truly engage with it gets you labeled a loser, a madman, or both. Wish I could get a post out of that, but it would probably end up a killing field of incomprehensible pretension.

Up too late the last two nights because I just can't lay off the sauce and it hates me so bad. It was very sweet of ottr4bear to fix us dinner last night, but even though I stopped drinking well before 1o I wasn't able to lie down until after 2 a.m. I guess I'd be even more irritated by this if it wasn't for the recent realisation that GERD is a powerful force for keeping me slim, since late-night snacking is pretty much completely out of the question. When forced to choose between food and sleep at that hour, I invariably choose sleep and the potential pounds that's kept off is probably enormous at this point, since my daytime eating habits seem to be worse than ever.