The New Normal will be very different from the Old Normal.  You can count on that.  😀

And somewhere in yr diary, you wrote that this whole shelter in place protocol is reminding you of the grieving process you went through when your husband died.  The grief you still feel because the other voice in your inner dialogue has been silenced.  So, you're probably being triggered.  (I do loathe that word, but occasionally, it applies!  😀)

Again, I will say:  Your thoughts and observations have meaning for me.  We've never met and are unlikely to meet, so you can imagine me acting as a proxy for the Universe here.  😀

This is a tough, tough time. But it's finite.